thinkin of u all!! + 分不清 是友情还是错过的爱情

March 22nd, 2008

日子过得好快,就连SPM成绩我们都拿了,以后回校的理由不多了吧?

最多也只是回去看看学弟妹的活动,看看老师,看看这个熟悉的校园。只是BLOCK C四楼,已经不是Science Class的地方了。

5Ikhlas,只是回忆的一部分,墙上残留ikhlas-ians的高度测量,不知何时,它也会被漆给出磨灭。

BIAN TAI GANG还是常常聚在一起,次数频密得很,感觉依然是那么变态,只是内心一直会回想起我们的高中生涯,那种年少轻狂~

我知道,待会儿你们的comment一定是"无论我们分开多远,我们还是最最棒的知己。。。"

我知道,这种能够轻易开玩笑的朋友,这种关系亲密得像家人的朋友,这种你已经十分了解的朋友,是永远的;只是,很想说,我真的很想念你们,很想念在SMKBBSP的时光~

原谅我,糊涂地发泄我的想念。

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我,迟钝。所以,我不明白;所以,我没有发觉;所以,我逃避;所以,我用保护色保护自己;所以,我怕会被看穿。

对不起,我回答那封信息的态度;对不起,那不是真心话;对不起,我的保护色原来会伤人;对不起,原来我把自己也蒙蔽了。

原谅我,就连自己也开始迷惘;原谅我,没有坦荡地说出自己;原谅我,让你们都开始着急;原谅我,以为自己沉醉于暧昧;原谅我,现在才发现。。。

你,明白吗?
          
或许。。。
   

(不好意思,华文开始退步了,哈哈)
   




58 Responses to “thinkin of u all!! + 分不清 是友情还是错过的爱情”

  1.   ' ' ' ' Fai Fai on March 22, 2008 12:42 am

    yo.. am i still top 3 highest in class? lol.. ur 华文 not yet 退步 la… still so good…

  2.   ShiRLeY on March 22, 2008 1:03 am

    哇,阿辉第一个哦
    嘿嘿虽然聚会我不常参加
    可是我又常常想念你们!
    我也有在你们那里量过高度哦!
    哈哈,希望不会被粉刷掉哦 ^V^

  3.   An Cherng on March 22, 2008 1:04 am

    ah fai…no need keep on repeat u are the top 3 tallest lar..no one wanna know tat de…too tall no use wan de lar…mine ngam ngam middle…according to feng shui…tat place can bring me luck ,money and health..XD geng leh…

  4.   Lavenne on March 22, 2008 1:24 am

    wah… first time i saw an cherng left comment… zadao… ahhaha
    ya lah, ur feng shui place very good la, aiyo… haha
    thx ah fai… u shud proud tat u r higher than an cherng, hahahhaha!!
    ya miss u all~ ^o^

  5.   Aren on March 22, 2008 3:49 am

    lol.. finally got free time to leave comment la.. tat eac ar, talked so much.. u know feng shui meh? ceh.. wind n water u know la.. haha.. y the blog is left in chinese language again de.. how i read o? so unfair to ka wah n me la..

  6.   BiLi bAlA on March 22, 2008 5:39 am

    haha~miss tat time so much…
    cherng… dun forget our height is almost the same~
    wakaka~
    yong… better go learn chinese lar…keke~
    seem when we have time go back to measure see wheter we all got grow tall or not… ^^
    miss u all frens~

  7.   BiLi bAlA on March 22, 2008 5:53 am

    my dear ling ling~
    u muz gambateh oso~
    everything happen we will always be with u de~
    ^^

  8.   Lavenne on March 22, 2008 7:14 am

    Swt… Aiya, go find translator la… Haiz… I write until so good but u dun understand… Haiz… Haha.:)
    ya lor, wanna go back and measure again… This time wear high heel, sure grew taller oredi… Hahaha.:)

  9.   ye vone on March 22, 2008 8:21 am

    lol.. i am still the shortest..wakaka.. who care? i am proud to be the shortie^^

  10.   xmico on March 23, 2008 4:06 am

    lols.. an cherng.. haha.. water n wind =.=

    btw miss u all too ^-^

  11.   kA wAh on March 23, 2008 5:42 am

    wai ling wear high heels also no use de lah, still shorter than me =p
    see, everyone must be proud of their height like yevone. wat to do, yap family is like this 1. we are mature, unlike u kids. haha.

  12.   Lavenne on March 23, 2008 5:51 am

    yer… ya lah ya lah… luckily u r still higher than me lo, hou choi hou choi… this means tat my taste in choosing a x-lougong is not bad… wahahah
    aiya, u dunno we r very childish 1 mah, we proud to be childish… haha
    anyway, 2nd passage i wrote until so well but nobody comment on it… haiz… hahahaha

  13.   KeiTh on March 23, 2008 6:28 am

    yoh..yling force me left comment.. T.T
    hao mo gu arh~~~..
    btw..bout de height i no comment on it..i’m proud with my height..although i’m short..but i can run fast…jump far..hehe..sai mang ing…sry bout tat..
    bout de memories..nice..good..fun..many things la…dunno hw to explain edi..
    yling u wan de comment is bout ur 2nd passage izzit?
    say it early ma..i got 1 comment for u…
    ……………………
    ……………………
    ……………………
    ……………………
    ……………………
    no comment!!! wakaka..

  14.   Carmen on March 24, 2008 7:20 am

    keke..
    got 2 section ar ~~
    an cherng ??feng shui place… zadao…..
    the 1st section — talking about all of us lah….
    how about the 2nd section??? hehe ^o^

  15.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 7:22 am

    erhem… ya lah, it’s for u all de mah…
    2nd section dedicate to “someone” lol, haha, aiya juz to express those ideas in my mind only mah, so nice~ wuhu~ hehehe

  16.   Carmen on March 24, 2008 7:26 am

    tell u d de lah ~~
    alwayz pretend pretend~~~
    alwayz said wat ” dun wanna waste my first love”
    agree the stupid an cherng’s perspective
    now not too late lah, gif sum hint lah

  17.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 7:28 am

    bleh… aiya, u dunno an cherng’s philosophy very yeng 1 meh? tat day u and huey yuan din get to see it arh…
    erh… CONFUSING!!! i dun wan!! ahaha… how bout u guys give me hints? hahahahha
    jjk lah, blur case… >_< LOL

  18.   Carmen on March 24, 2008 7:34 am

    i dun wan to see..
    containminate me ~~~~ keke
    gif u hint??
    u so keras kepala… regret to face the truth…..
    useless… waste my saliva

  19.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 7:39 am

    yer… where got… i oredi told u all the truth oredi wat…
    juz u all dun believe me only ma… yun wong arh!! hahahaha

  20.   Carmen on March 24, 2008 7:41 am

    suan lah,
    u will no wat to do de lah..
    DA GO LUI lo…
    muz neo how to think….
    keke

  21.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 7:52 am

    nvm lah, “sun qi zi ran”, i believe in fate 1…
    aiya, talked like so cham… sad… hahahaah

  22.   Aren on March 24, 2008 7:58 am

    if wait sun qi zi ran, then everything will be too late edi u know? sometimes u really ned to go for it? u cant wait it to come to u de mah. for example u go KfC la, if u dun go order n take the food, will the food comes to u? its the same de.. if u r worry bout those stuffs like boy shud act 1st then u r wrong! Now wad century o? still think like tat meh? remember ar, wen it is too late, means too late edi.. no turning bak.. later tat time u dun regret la.. tats all i can say.. i so gik dong.. sry if i said something wrong..

  23.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 8:05 am

    wah ah lik, wat happen to u? haha , dun be so gik dong la…
    nvm, i can still go for mcD, lol… anyway, i noe this is quite erm… bad to say so… haha
    i dunno lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate this kind of situation…. lol….

  24.   Aren on March 24, 2008 8:09 am

    Lol siew jie…dun tell me u go mcD, the food will be served by waiter.. i wont believe la.. if u say pizza hut then mayb i will believe la.. lol.. tis kind of situation really mah fan de la…i cant deny tat some guy really stupid de la.. stupid till i duno how to describe la.. haih.. anywer, i juz wish u gud luk la..

  25.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 8:26 am

    er… then i shud go for high-class restaurant lol! hahahhaa
    erm… dun hav the energy to solve it… tired, exhausted…
    ya, y so stupid de har? stupid can hurt a lot ppl 1 leh… oops, i forgot my msn nickname is stupid princess…oops… hahah

  26.   Aren on March 24, 2008 8:33 am

    lol. ur name stupid princess too..tats y everytime u oso hurt all of us la..ahaha…jkjk.. tat guy ar.. i duno ar if i go beat tat guy ar, i can win him or not? i wan to beat him so tat he realise wad is happening now.. sei zai ar… i oso duno wad to say about him edi.. conclusion, sun qi zi ran la.. ahaha… waste all the comment i reply u… ahaha

  27.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 8:38 am

    ya lo, zadao… back to the origin again… haha…
    anyway, erm.. i oso dunno wat to say le… i m stupid princess… sudah ada nama lah, hahaha

    ^P^ haiz… fate**

  28.   Aren on March 24, 2008 8:40 am

    not bad lor.. two ppl oso stupid.. got fate la lol.. wait ba.. see how 1st.. no1 know wad will happen in future..

  29.   Lavenne on March 24, 2008 8:56 am

    It’s all back to fate again… Haha.:)
    fate determine a lot of things, like how we know each other, and y r we meeting each other in SMKBBSP…lol…
    Hence, leave it back to god ba, i know we shud actually do sth to get things tat u wan, but in fact, if the thing is not urs, dun hav to force urself too… U’ll soon be getting other things tat had oredi prepared o arranged for u, right?

  30.   Aren on March 25, 2008 7:04 pm

    lol..since wen i force myself? =.= duno i feel like leaving comment again after u put the word ‘right?’ at the end of sentence.. i think so la.. mayb u r right.. there r alot of thing tat u really can force to get it.. left comment like gila liao at ur blog==

  31.   Aren on March 25, 2008 7:06 pm

    sry.. typing error.. the last sentence there shud b CANT force to get it..

  32.   hueyyuan on March 26, 2008 4:55 am

    hello…lenglui giving comment now…kaka…dun feel so ‘menyalahkan diri’ n think so much…hehe…later ur handsome christopher jealous…keke…k la..remember tomolo v hav lunch together ar!ac…first time u leave comment…is it dipaksa?haha

  33.   Lavenne on March 26, 2008 7:29 am

    haha… funny la, this time i din even ask him to check my blog, but he said he left comment coz he was too free and boring woh.. LOL
    ya, tomolo hav lunch together~ tat christopher arh, i seldom see him, so sad.. hahha… but my frens always tell me where he is de… hahahahah

  34.   Chang on March 26, 2008 7:41 am

    i think im the most outdated bout the case here =.=

  35.   Chang on March 26, 2008 7:53 am

    c’mon, dun think too much… it’ll be solve soon, u oso say: ’sun qi zi ran’ ma… haha!
    Juz be happy k ??? tats wat matters ^^

  36.   KeiTh on March 26, 2008 8:07 am

    lol….no fastfood here la..haiz..da xiu jie..just take action if u think u wan to do tat..just do de samething like u choose actuarial sc la..
    sama jer…fikir rational betul-betul sebelum buat keputusan ini…kearna ni adalah untuk menjamin kepentingan orang lain dengan sendiri…haha
    lol..susah betul ni..tekan bm ni..
    tapi ah…apa yang ku cakap ni..tak mau ingat ku betul habis la..u punya idea ah…mungkin juga betul..tau?har~~~~
    ku rasa “orang” tu tak tau sini ada berita ni la..
    ku rasa patut ada sate orang pergi beritahu orang tu…har~~~macam ni..senang la..
    wakaka

  37.   KeiTh on March 26, 2008 8:12 am

    aiyoyo…ku rasa ni..ku yang pertama guna bm dalam blog ni la..
    wakaka..aku ni..memang rekod yg pertama la..

  38.   Chang on March 26, 2008 8:24 am

    betul cakap bang, dik setuju ni…
    kalau hanya tau satu pihak punya perasaan mungkin akan salah faham ke apa, mesti pergi tau kedua-dua pihak punya perasaan dan fikiran… siapa-siapa pergi jadi spy dan pergi cek apa ‘orang’ tu fikir la…

  39.   KeiTh on March 26, 2008 8:29 am

    aiyo..dik ni betul-betul cerdik la..idea ni bagus juga ni..macam ni la..ku rasa patut cari satu orang yg paling fren dengan “orang” tu..nanti cakap terus saja la..cakap “y0……u”..arh~~~~ku rasa ni..y0 sudah lambat la..mau cepat serang cepat dapat la..arh~~~apa cadangan u?dik..boeh ka ni?u rasa y0 tu akan marah kah?ku takut oh..nanti dia macam fann fang dlm ah long pte ltd…angkat parang cari ku oh..nanti lagi panggil “kuda” dia ah..walau …ku ni mambus la..

  40.   Chang on March 26, 2008 8:35 am

    jangan takut la bang… walaupun rupa mereka macam sama ja, tapi yling takan buat macam tu punya… tapi baik-baik tanya yling dulu la, bagi dia buat keputusan… tak boleh tunggu lama ni, lebih lama, lebih jarang untuk jumpa tau tak?
    betul kata dik kah?

  41.   KeiTh on March 26, 2008 8:43 am

    betul la ni..dik..betul dik..dik sentiasa manyak betul la..baik la..mau tanya y0 dulu..kita orang yg pernah lajar moral..arh~~~mesti mau hormat orang lain dulu..arh~~~keserderhanaan…
    arh~~~~ingat kepentingan orang lain dan sendiri dulu belum buat suatu…nanti arh..kami dua-dua mambus..
    tak boleh ni macam punya..jika ni macam arh..lain hari mungkin tak ada orang buat cadangan dgn bm loh..betul ka ku?dik… ooi..y0..u ada apa macam idea?mau kami ni dua orang yg macam handsome,gagak,cool,musclesssss ttolong u arh?dik…boleh ke?jika dia mau kami tolong?

  42.   Chang on March 26, 2008 9:05 am

    dik setuju… y0 arh, kalau ada apa nak tolong, cakap ja… kita semua tentu tolong punya, kawan ma~ jangan takut, ada apa cakap ja! kita gang sama mesti tolong kamu dan menyokong kamu punya…

  43.   Aren on March 26, 2008 7:09 pm

    wad the hell.. can dun use bm or not? i read until i headache.. dun make me suffer pls T.T eh, bout tat spy thing hor, who wan go mati, then let him b lor.. who dare to by spy can register now.. REgistration is now open n the form is available too. U can apply online too if u wan to.. For further information pls contact with us through:
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  44.   Lavenne on March 26, 2008 10:19 pm

    erhem, kamu semua ni nak boom saya punya blog dengan BM kah? haha
    aiya… walaupun saya ialah dai siew jie, tapi tidak semestinya saya nak guna parang mah, saya ada “leng” punya la~ hahaha
    eh jgn talk abt moral boleh tak? saya punya moral dapat B3 la… sudah nak menangis la!!!! LOL

  45.   KeiTh on March 27, 2008 5:27 am

    aiyoyo..bik(da siew jie)..tak mau nganis la..sudah lalu biar lalu la..sudah besar ni..tak mau nganis la..”leng”????haiz..ni sama dgn “kuda” la..mana ada beza?
    encik Aren..bm ialah bhs kebangsaan negara kita..kita mesti mau tau cakap..tulis..taip ..tengok serta dengar….arh~~~macam ni baru macam malaysian ma..apa-apa macam bhs pun tau..ni ada advantages..tau?encik Aren?

  46.   xmico on March 28, 2008 4:11 am

    dotz.. encik chooi -.- saya ni sambil makan sambil baca k0menmu..

    saya nearly choke =.=

    ketawa til zzz

  47.   KeiTh on March 28, 2008 6:40 am

    aiyo…cik..jaga sikit oh..nanti apa apa laku..aku ni takkan tanggungjawab..u anggap ni sbg 1 pengajaran la..lain kali jgn sambil makan sambil tengok comment..arh~~~nanti tak ada choke la..senang jer..

  48.   ye vone on March 28, 2008 9:02 am

    ello.kau orang ni cakap bm pula..i rasa macam dah balik ke kem dah.. adinda..kakanda..
    aih..kalau ada hati, tak da apa yg tak le jadi.. jodoh dicontrol oleh kita orang sometimes.. nin view saya la..

  49.   Lavenne on March 28, 2008 9:08 am

    ku punya BM so merosot la, nak cakap dgn cikgu pun susah..
    kamu semua ni masih guna bm kat sini, ku pun susah la… haha
    JODOH (fate) wat a nice word~ it determines so much things, even little things tat we never care… ya…
    ada hati pun susah kan? haha, saya ada jantung dan hati yang baik…hahahaha

  50.   ye vone on March 28, 2008 9:19 am

    … ada hati itu simpulan bahasa la..jangan gitu saintifik le tak, sweetheart..
    rumahrumah ada kitb yg susah dibaca ar.. jaga jaga..buat apa yg patut sbl terlewat..masa tak lehputar balik,tau?
    //break a leg..jangan jadi pengantin pelarian-lao pao xin niang-..kaka

  51.   Lavenne on March 28, 2008 9:25 am

    oops… sudah lupa… lama tak guna BM… pembetulan, bukan ada hati, erm, mempunyai hati… hahaha
    mungkin sekarang sudah lewat? tak tau lah, peningnya… kitab ni memang sukar difahami…
    lol~

  52.   ye vone on March 28, 2008 9:27 am

    baik jagan baca kitab.. baca buku je..buat calculus dgn baik cukup la.. jgn baca kitab..hhaha..tapi ingat mesti sembahyang tau? 5 kali sehari…

  53.   Lavenne on March 28, 2008 9:33 am

    haha… saya memang sedang buat calculus leh… haha
    dan baca harry potter… sudah lama, belum siap baca… hehe
    yalah, saya benci kitab ni la, sangat mafan…
    ya lor , perlu sincere, mesti sembahyang punya, hahahaha

  54.   Carmen on March 28, 2008 10:47 pm

    apa tahu lu mahu cakap kdk..
    so i reply msg for u
    beri muka lu~~
    nah ~~ cakap la cakap lah

  55.   xmico on March 29, 2008 6:31 pm

    ….. kamu ini memang =.=

  56.   Lavenne on March 30, 2008 1:44 am

    KDK (ketawa dengan kuat)… wahahahhaa
    aiya, jgn macam ni la, macam saya paksa mu pula… hehe

  57.   xmico on April 1, 2008 3:17 am

    DOTZ LA !!! KDK -.- u r so cr8ive =X

  58.   kA wAh on April 1, 2008 7:48 pm

    hello.

    saya berasa kamu tak patut terlalu bergantung pada jodoh. kamu kata kan, kita ada jodoh baru dapat jumpa kat sekolah kita. tapi, kalau pada masa itu saya pilih sekolah lain, tak mungkinlah kamu dapat jumpa saya betul tak?

    jodoh tu memang ada, tapi keputusannya di tangan kita. macam lah itu budak dalam “the road not taken”. jodoh memang ada, dia pergi sana pilih 2 jalan. 2 jalan pun ada jodoh untuknya. tapi, pilihan di tangan dia untuk pilih JODOH YANG MANA SATU dia hendak. paham tak adik?

    make ur own choice, it is better to act than regret. maybe one day u will think back how foolish u were, but at least u can smile and proudly say “i confess to the guy i like” and not “i regret i dint not express my true feelings to him”.

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